Thursday, November 09, 2006

The phrase "things fall apart" has been ringing in my ears the past couple of days.

It doesn't take a lot to make me happy and so Sunday was a very good day - I enjoyed having a room full of friends to sit with again. Especially nice, geeky ones who like a good scavenger hunt once in a while.

But other recent occurences have been been bringing me down a bit. My sister left on Monday night. And I spoke with my parents for the first time in six or more months (I stopped keeping track) on Friday and then saw them on Saturday. I learned from them that my beloved cousin's marriage disolved less then a year after it began due to some sort of abuse... but they weren't clear on what.

I didn't think I cared anymore about what went on in that 'other world' but it seems I still do because I'm so pained to think of her pain. And I want to call her but... at the same time I'm afraid to.

Another thought in my mind of late is that even friendships which survived the transition won't necessarily last forever, even though I hope they will.

People change. Am I changing?

Maybe so slowly that I don't even notice.

3 comments:

Elliot said...

:-(
Awww...

Well, things fall apart, but things also grow!

TheBrightGreySpot said...

Hmm. :( I think you should call her! Difficult as it may be...

Anactoria said...

Yeah...

I haven't yet...

I'm trying to work myself up to it.

I was in a pretty melancholy mood when I wrote that.

I'll have to update and post some pictures that Karina's sent me of her adventures so far! =)